Thursday, September 3
God-incidences: The Lord is My Shepherd
Have you ever tried to control a computer without a mouse? Not easy.
I took yet another deep breath, looked at the clock, and then out the window to see if the IT guy was here yet. After seeing an empty driveway, my eyes blurred into the blinds. My inner voice breathed, "The Lord is my Shepherd, I shall not want."
Mmmm, yes, a comforting thought indeed. I had no idea why that verse came unbidden so strong and so loud in my thoughts, but my frenzied mind was able to connect it to my situation.
I had been thinking all day about last night's message: what we need before we can rebuild. One was to understand that God engineers our circumstances.
The Holy Spirit doesn't need my help to fix anything. My best move is to step back, be silent and listen, and absorb. Pastor C. spent a good bit of time emphasizing the "be silent and listen" part.
I've been a secretary since the days of DOS when a mouse was just an idea in some young geek's imagination, so I'm able to do most everything without one, and can work much faster without having to stop my fingers and move my hand from the keyboard. (I call myself the Keyboard Queen.) Still, I could NOT figure out how to get inside a Publisher text box.
Ok, so God engineered this circumstance. I had depleted my knowledge and ability bank, I had called for help; I had done all I could do. (God doesn't want us to be sluggards; He wants us to use the gifts and talents He gave us.) Now I need to get out of His way and let the circumstance unfold.
When I stepped back, and listened, I was able to recall the many things I could finish that didn't involved that particular task. The IT Guy showed up exactly when he was scheduled to, he found out what was wrong and fixed it. The phones were amazingly quiet the remaining 40 minutes, and I was able to complete most of my work.
This evening, after a long, much needed quiet-time with God, I checked my email. My mini-devotion verse was this:
"The LORD is my shepherd, I shall not be in want."
-- Psalm 23:1
The prayer contains the following petition:
"Please help me hear your voice above the confusing
distractions around me."
"God rewrote the text of my life when I opened the book of my heart to his eyes."
Psalm 18:24 (Msg)